Thursday, April 26, 2018

The Truth πŸ’˜


So yeah, Hi! Assalamualaikum :D
It's already in the last week of April in 2018. 
Quite a some time I didn't update anything here.
It's been a busy semester! And I'm kinda stress to cope with it πŸ˜‚
Can't help it though since it's a normal degree student's life.
And you know what?
Yesterday was the day of Infinity War (Marvel's Movie) release! hehe πŸ˜„

I was kinda excited that I asked him (my crush) out to watch the movie πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ
Yeah still the same crush since last 5 months πŸ™ˆ
He's a Marvel's fan you know..
So we went out to watch the movie, not just both of us.
The movie is quite fun and wonderful to watch.

After the movie, we went to eat at McDonalds (That's the most easy idea on where to eat πŸ˜‚)
And I took a chance on asking him personally about...
What he feels about me, something like that.
And I felt kinda relieved though to get to know the answer straight from him.

He's currently not ready for any commitment though.
And he explained that he's not into or being close to any girls, even his own classmates!
I don't know what to feel; to feel happy or sad.
But I feel so relieved! haha I don't even know why
And he's just being so cool when I talked about those stuff with him.
Haihh how can I not fall into him even more? πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆπŸ™ˆ

I think.. it's better for me to be honest about my feelings towards him.
Let's look forward about it! Hehe 
And... yeah. It's going to be the end of semester.
Final is coming~ Wish me luck! πŸ˜‰πŸ˜

Thursday, December 28, 2017

🌹🌸 Tysm 🌸🌹

πŸ’• 27 December 2017 πŸ’•

For the first time I went out of the town with him.
We went to Pantai Sungai Lurus, Senggarang.
I'm the one who asked him out πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ
because it's been a while we didn't go out together
and I want to spend some time with him 😁

I felt guilty a bit by made him going out with me todayy πŸ˜…
because he's the type, who won't stop when he starts the studying.
But somehow i felt so happy
because he's willingly to spent some time with me. Hehe πŸ™ˆ
and i got the chance to know him more..

He's the type who knows that by just being beside me could make me happy,
who understands that there's no need to talk to each other
all the time (to give me some space to have my own time).
Honestly, I do feel very pleased with his way.

When we're being together, we could talk anything that we feel like to
like we would talk about the comparison of both of us
in our ways of studies and life.
He's the only one who could encourages me to keep up with my studies.
I feel so much comfortable when I'm with him.

Somehow, I can't lie that my heart's longing for him.
I want to be in a serious commitment with him
but I don't have the courage and yet I'm scared to start it all over again.
So I'm currently just follow the flow
and we'll see where'll the story of me and him end up.

By the wayy,
Thank youu so much 🌸
You don't know how happy I am
Your presence by just being beside me could made my day
eventhough I'm not in the mood to smile at first.
but you made me πŸ™ˆ
Thanks a lot πŸ’•
Thank you for todayy 🌹