Sunday, November 12, 2017

Dear Crush ❤

It has been 2 months since I've met him.
And you know what?
On the date that exactly 2 months I've met him (071117),
I confessed myself to him 
that I have a crush on him
and I'm not hoping too much from him, other than being friends.

At first, he told me that he was shocked
because that's the first time ever a person confessed to him 😂
and he told me that he accepted to be friends 
as he's not ready to be in a relationship yet
(that's what i told him though haha)

I'm scared that he will feel so awkward with me
but finally I'm able to endure it (yeay me!)
and now, we're still contacting each other like usual.

Somehow, his behaviour do change a little bit.
Before I confessed, he's kind of childish and playful. haha
But now, he seems more matured, by the way he texted me.
I don't know.
Maybe that's just my feelings as I like him a lot.

I can't deny that I fall for him even harder as each days pass by 😍🙈
He's somehow very cute, from my perspective. hehe
He does cherish my day since I've met him 🌸

And on 25th October 2017,
We had a picture together for the first time! 🙈
We had breakfast together at McDonalds that morning.
And before I went to class, I asked him to have a selfie together. hehehe!
Well, that's me though 😝
I can't let a chance slip away just like that, isn't it? heee

Okay, I think that's all from me, this time.
Anything, I will keep on updating 😉


Thursday, September 28, 2017

Unspoken words, untold feelings

The more i tried to deny my own feelings, the more i fall for him.
I want him to know, but I don't want to tell him.
Day by day, I can't get him off my mind.

He's kind of nerdy and clingy.
Yeah, he's clingy. Too clingy with me.
And I just can't help myself to not fall for him.

He's kind of who can encourage me to keep on studying.
He makes me wants to come to class everyday.
I feel so comfortable when I'm around him.
I can tell stories as much as I want when I'm with him.

He's kind of cute and funny and innocent too.
But sometimes he can be clumsy 😂
When it's just the two of us, he will be so much talkative.
And he'll be so much quiet when there's other people with us.
That's kind of cute for me. Haha

But what about him? 
Does he feels the same thing like I am?
Because sometimes he treats me like a friend.
And other times, he treats me like I'm someone special.
And he's kind of being so childish when he's with me.

But I don't want to be too focused on this kind of things.
I just want him to know about what I feel.
And I want to be sure of what he feels.

Furthermore, it's just the beginning.
I don't want to put a high hope this time.
Let it flows with time.
Allah knows better than us.
Allahu'alam. Lillahita'ala.