Thursday, December 28, 2017

🌹🌸 Tysm 🌸🌹

πŸ’• 27 December 2017 πŸ’•

For the first time I went out of the town with him.
We went to Pantai Sungai Lurus, Senggarang.
I'm the one who asked him out πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ
because it's been a while we didn't go out together
and I want to spend some time with him 😁

I felt guilty a bit by made him going out with me todayy πŸ˜…
because he's the type, who won't stop when he starts the studying.
But somehow i felt so happy
because he's willingly to spent some time with me. Hehe πŸ™ˆ
and i got the chance to know him more..

He's the type who knows that by just being beside me could make me happy,
who understands that there's no need to talk to each other
all the time (to give me some space to have my own time).
Honestly, I do feel very pleased with his way.

When we're being together, we could talk anything that we feel like to
like we would talk about the comparison of both of us
in our ways of studies and life.
He's the only one who could encourages me to keep up with my studies.
I feel so much comfortable when I'm with him.

Somehow, I can't lie that my heart's longing for him.
I want to be in a serious commitment with him
but I don't have the courage and yet I'm scared to start it all over again.
So I'm currently just follow the flow
and we'll see where'll the story of me and him end up.

By the wayy,
Thank youu so much 🌸
You don't know how happy I am
Your presence by just being beside me could made my day
eventhough I'm not in the mood to smile at first.
but you made me πŸ™ˆ
Thanks a lot πŸ’•
Thank you for todayy 🌹


Sunday, November 12, 2017

Dear Crush ❤

It has been 2 months since I've met him.
And you know what?
On the date that exactly 2 months I've met him (071117),
I confessed myself to him 
that I have a crush on him
and I'm not hoping too much from him, other than being friends.

At first, he told me that he was shocked
because that's the first time ever a person confessed to him πŸ˜‚
and he told me that he accepted to be friends 
as he's not ready to be in a relationship yet
(that's what i told him though haha)

I'm scared that he will feel so awkward with me
but finally I'm able to endure it (yeay me!)
and now, we're still contacting each other like usual.

Somehow, his behaviour do change a little bit.
Before I confessed, he's kind of childish and playful. haha
But now, he seems more matured, by the way he texted me.
I don't know.
Maybe that's just my feelings as I like him a lot.

I can't deny that I fall for him even harder as each days pass by πŸ˜πŸ™ˆ
He's somehow very cute, from my perspective. hehe
He does cherish my day since I've met him 🌸

And on 25th October 2017,
We had a picture together for the first time! πŸ™ˆ
We had breakfast together at McDonalds that morning.
And before I went to class, I asked him to have a selfie together. hehehe!
Well, that's me though 😝
I can't let a chance slip away just like that, isn't it? heee

Okay, I think that's all from me, this time.
Anything, I will keep on updating πŸ˜‰